Galls & Walnuts

books, writing, and a strange life

Category: poetry

  • A Reflection…

    Emily Dickinson’s 479th Poem is one of my top five favorite poems.

    I find myself quoting parts of it practically weekly as a sort of morbid yet comforting prayer that comforts me in regard to the future.

    This current timeline of wars, artificial intelligence, and growing tastes of fascist ideology can indoctrinate anyone into perceiving the world as a hellscape of death, genocide, and rot—and, if we’re honest, it is exactly those things for those who have lived it. I wish I could erase those mortifying and tragic events from history where humanity acted on their worst sins: genocides, slavery, and any assault on human rights.

    Although I do not condone ending our only lives on purpose, Death and Eternal Rest can very well be a satisfying alternative when the hardships are overwhelming.

    Dickinson’s poem reminds me of Santa Muerte, Our Lady of Holy Death. She is a folk saint of Mexico who promises safe passage into the afterlife. She protects and heals, just as Dickinson’s grim reaper who guides her to eternal rest or life—whatever that might look like.

    I wonder sometimes if death lifts us up to a plane beyond one-sighted earthly materials. Houses are little blips in the ground, and time is relative.

  • A Reflection…

    Art by Tom Keough

    My favorite poem of all time is Harlem by Langston Hughes.

    The cunning rhythm is heavy with the reality that dreams for the future are fickle and unpredictable whether chased or forgotten in an unforgiving reality.

    Even when they are achieved, they manifest as both gifts and curses, revealing our authenticity, whether that be white, grey, or black.

    With that said, are we ever alive if we never chase dreams?

    My hometown is New York City, where dreams have the potential to materialize or dismantle in devastating ways. Homes are wiped out while skyscrapers are built taller. Rats and other diseased burden multiply in the city bowels while fine dining continues at the surface. Injustice plagues those who cannot afford respite, and rewards those who steal from the masses and call it wealth.

    For me, Hughes’s poem serves as a form of memento mori, a reminder that we will die; thus, it is important to not let that dream defer. We should either live it or die trying, even while the realities of life can suffocate our greatest desires. It’s that moment when we realize we are officially adults making our own decisions.

    Daily writing prompt
    What’s a moment when you realized you were officially an adult?